I hate you, darling

I hate you when you pretend that I am invisible with you.

I hate you when you smile.
I hate you when you are so far from me.
I hate you, your hair, your dimpled cheek.
I hate you when you make me laugh
I hate you when you never look at me
I hate you when you suddenly disapear
I hate you when you always close the door between us
...the door will be opened one day, but I am afraid I will not be there - behind the door.

POST FROM EMOXONE